pulandith

there are lots of new websites that sprung out of nowhere. theer are forum sites,sites for poll serveys, making friend even nurturing web pets...imaginary pets..(i own 5 pets on the web.) there are also website for facts opinion etc. 

with all this human being will be able to view all this his entire life..even if sit to browse the web 24/7 i's really imposible..that is why a there is another form of website whose features are for posting ads on the web so that people surfing the web will be aware of what they have if they found it interesting they will look and might aswell purchase a product from that site.

may friendds who has an account on these ads ssay there is big income in browding the web..It's true they got paid by the people who wanted to gaine more profit on their company/bussines. But some of the sites are lie..

one f my friends who tried to gain income through it got his mail hacked by he also got masseges to send money to claim his money, but in the end, he lost $135 and didn't get even a sigle centavo..

i guess web is profitable to those very careful people. lesson for this incident, analysis is very important in all aspect of our lives

"i don't what should be done. i tried my best put everything to their places i searched everywhere to find it but there is no such place as heaven....." from a person who desperately wants to be loved.

i've been with lots of people and different races and personalities. and i have proven that sometimes it's the culture and personality really plays a big factor. people that came from same place different from some aspect but most of them are still the same..

recently a new culture sprung out of nowhere they have same clothing preferences and perspectives on life ( pessimistic).their thoughts are filled with suicidal tendencies and searching for affection.. they say world means hell and parents as devils..but where did all this came from???since when have they thought of these??

was it just because of the music or the people arround them are really making them feel all that..??

all the while i thought i was onne of them..but them when i have read the blogs and joined in their forums i saw the big difference.. Emo people looks for emo friends because they are thinking that only EMO understands EMO.. and for me  that is definitly wrong you cannot be understood if you don't tell that people arround you how you thinkn and how you feel..the battered feeling came from self pitty and make you more sad and depressed hanging with people as negative as they are will only make them think worst out of life and eventually think to finish their lives since there is nothing good about this place we are living in..

these problem are caused by the environment  ( family). these kids are just looking for some love and a bit more attention. acceptance from the society and just making them feel that are worthy of something will resolve future big problem of the society..

i used to be as pessimistic as they are but change of environment and choosing people not like me really helped..

another incident happened this day.. another tragic and unforgettable thing happened.. and place my friend into the well of sadness and tears. seeing "the Ghost" already makes her feel bad thinking that this guy had promised to wait for her until they have graduated. so that there will be no troubles with her family any more. she trusted her that he will keep his promise.

But just this afternoon, past 3 pm we (the baklaers) saw "the Ghost" walking with his friends and "shitface". Ghost is flirting with tthe girl and hurt my friend. even if i am not in her situation i can tell how painful it is... it's not based on expeirience but with the looks and expression  she gave us upon seeing "Ghost" with that woman we all can tell that she is badly hurt.

yes the "solutera" is beautiful, with class and she is rich and has everything..yes she is the child of GOD!!!! it's an insult seeing him with her.. if only she was allowed back thgen maybe this never would have hjappened....

       Often stereotypically called kid sitting on the corner, slitting her wrist as they listen to a confensional dashboard song, Emo people are having deeper thoughts in their minds that people that does not belong to their world would never understand. They accused of doing social crimes and said to be rebels.. They are  now considered as the nproblem of the coming generation.

      With all these accusations, does this people who judged them know what made these Emo people different and what made them depart themselves from others?do they understand how rough or crucial their lives must have been? The sufferings that the naked eyes of the people arround them did not saw. Or the laughters thrown by the people as the do stuff that they don't want to do but just have to?

       We must admit that we as human being are normal judgemental, specially on things that we don'tunderstand. Often, we call the things that we don't understand a "LIE" and accepts only those that our minds can reach.  Different beliefs are built by different expiriences.
 
     We contradicts things that are not within our knowledge or scope of  expiriences. But hey, have you forgotten that some people are born more sensitive than the others and creates different impact on their mind with the simplest thing that are said by their friend or family.

      The shame or hurt that they felt within their heart causes different kind of depression and often cause inferiority complex or low selfsteam and lack of confidence. Those are the people who are not properly guide by their parent or the battered family. when you say battered it's not only the the PHYSICAL HURT but also the EMOTIONAL BATTER  which more painful. the  grief and pain planted on our heart takes long time to heal and leaves a permanent scar.

    We do not intend to hurt anybody, but our toungue, the sharpes weapon kills our oponent instantly as we speak or critize the person not being sensitive on his Feelings. and makes them depart from the common people who they think are too good.. Or looks at themselves as GODS.

    Improper way of talking to people rebirths new EMO..specially the parents and the environment, the professors and the wrong choice of words of the peer..

    What is this journal about??It's about less talk, less hurt and No More EMO people..

   I'm not agaist EMO people I'm against the people who makes Emo!!!!FUCKING PARENTS WHO DOES NOT KNOW HOW TO NURTURE THEUR CHILDREN!!STUPID PEER WHO ALWAYS PUT OTHER IN TROUBLE!!!